Out of the Blū

General Life Update: Today was nice. I felt refreshed and ready to handle life. I had an appointment with Midi and it went well. I'll ha...

Life update: Me and Shaun lost our health insurance at the end of April.  We have too much in savings to be eligible for Medicaid here, so w...

I just finished removing and redoing the hard gel overlay that had on when I was fired almost a month ago. It was super grown out and starti...

I'm in bed under my weighted blanket, being cuddled by Adrian and Scar. For the first time in I don't know how long, I feel at peace...

I feel like I'm in an anxiety-induced depressive spiral. I'm having trouble doing anything productive. Look at the flowers, though. ...

I'm about to say something and it might make some of you think less of me.  But I am who I am:  A chronic over-sharer who can't keep...

I crashed hard after I took my meds. Scar was eating and not with me. I woke up at 3 and he wasn't on my pillow. Usually, he wants under...

Around 6 this morning, I was having a nightmare. I know this because I woke up... with a mouth full of fur. 😬 I was fighting someone in my ...

This makes my third week on Testosterone and Hypothyroid meds. According to the doctor, I should be feeling pretty good by now - and I do. N...

For the past week I've been super stressed. Politically, there is a whole lot going on and I'm sure that's a strategy to overwhe...

I'm here to ramble again because it helps to quiet my mind.  Feel free to skip this.  I'm gonna break it into sections for readabili...

My anxiety has been up for a few days. My mouth and lips are chewed to shreds. 😬

Today wasn't 💯, but it really wasn't bad considering how terribly I slept due to how anxious I was about work. I kind of bit off a ...

I fully admit that I'm a ridiculous person.  I'm ok with it.  I'm living my best life openly and authentically.  But there are t...

Despite the rude awakening last night, I feel pretty good-ish today. I say good-ish because my skeleton isn't super happy. Ever since I ...

Today started with Bear having diarrhea in his crate. Shaun slept downstairs last night, but he isn't feeling well and didn't hear B...

I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed. I have been for weeks and it hasn't eased up yet. Every chance I get I hide in my bed. I'm conce...

The work day is almost over and I am grateful. I feel like I should have just taken today off. It hasn't even been hectic; I've just...

Whew! I'm glad I'm off work today. It's been a hectic morning already. I AM NOT COMPLAINING... but: The pool guys are here diggi...

I'm feeling extra SPICY today and this is just me blowing off some steam. 😬 I'm cold and uncomfortable and I'm mad about it. Th...