m(_ _)m [updated]

Well, today Scooty's getting fixed. I really hate to do that to him, but it was part of the agreement for me to adopt Emma. It would probably be better for him considering he would likely never get laid anyway. I could only imagine how frustrating that would be. I hope everything turns out ok... I'm a little nervous about it. Honestly, I'm on edge anyway... I haven't slept much in pushing a week... I've just had too much to do. I've been feeling pretty out of it lately, needless to say. *sigh* ...


[update]
Well, there has been some confusion again. This is at least the second time that I've had an appointment at AMC, but when I show up they tell me that it's on a different day. I don't really know who's at fault - I do have the appointment date written down, but also (like I said) I've been a little out of it lately. Anyway, so it'll be two weeks from now that we get Scoot fixed. That's fine with me, I guess. *shrugs*

*sigh* I'm just having mixed feelings about the whole situation... I mean, I'm doing this mostly because we adopted Emma; not only was it part of the terms of the adoption, but now he humps and he'd never really done that before... Had we not got her it was pretty up in the air, I guess, as to whether we'd have him neutered or not. I guess what I'm wondering is if Scooty feels that having a friend justifies him losing his nards. He seemed really lonely before because he was alone a lot while we were at work and asleep and now he's got a pal to hang out with and they play all the time. I just wouldn't want him to feel like, "Oh great, another dog. AND I get my balls edited? Life is wonderful." You know?? Even if you've commented before tell me what you think now. I need some guidance. I don't want my Scoo to be unhappy.