:(

I had my trees trimmed today; just the branches over my house. I did it because I thought it would be the smart thing to do because the limbs tend to fall off and break things and they're big enough to do actual damage.

But when I came home today - I was devastated. I haven't cried so hard in a long time. My trees look so sad. I really feel like I did the wrong thing. I regret it so hard. I have house insurance. I feel like I should have left them alone. I feel like I've harmed them and it hurts more than having to repair my house would. It's probably worthless anyway.

fuck.