I might actually quit holidays after today.

I might actually quit holidays after today.  I am so ill that I just hate everything right now.  There is no good reason to put myself through this.

Just imagine:  Off days being used how I want, not roped into going places I don't want to go, or buying shit I don't have money to buy.  No time wasted shopping or stressing.  Or keeping up myths that my parents started and I've been too chicken-shit to stop.

I do believe it is time for me to break free of the chains called holidays and continue finding new ways to be FREE and HAPPY.  Fuck yes - I QUIT.  When I pick up Shadow today I'm gonna tell the fam this is my last holiday.

I DO WHAT I WANT!  HAPPY FUCKING DAY TO ME!  😃

Thinking outside the box is liberating.  😃

[Spoiler Alert:  I didn't tell anyone that I quit.]