Ok, I know that my last like, 12 posts have been me whining...

Ok, I know that my last like, 12 posts have been me whining about boring health stuff and I apologize, but this one isn't gonna be much different.

I have a question, though.

Is it possible that I've been in a small amount of pain for a long time without realizing it?  I always thought I had a pretty high threshold, but it sounds crazy to me that I wouldn't even notice / acknowledge it.

Twice this weekend I've gone to places where I had to walk on hard floors.  Once, the mall (crazy, I know!) and twice I've been in Wal-Mart.  I don't think that either time I was grumpy or angry that I was there.  Granted, I was at the mall seeing an awesome girl I never really get to see, but there is usually no reason for me to not be angry that I'm in a Wal-Mart.  LOL

I don't think I'd realized it, but standing around in places had begun to bother me.  I'm not a shopping kind of girl (unless it's the rare occasion I'm looking at nail polish outside of the internet), but for the last few years I've HATED to go anywhere that I might have to stand around (such as Wal-Mart or Best Buy.  Shaun is a shopper, while I, on the other hand, usually know exactly what I'm there for and run through to get it.)  I also noticed when thinking back that if I DID have to wait on him I'd become one of those people who sat on shelves or in the floors.  I'm not lazy.  It's not like I can't freaking stand up.  But I think I was in some sort of discomfort that maybe wasn't registering as pain.

Does that happen?  Because when I went to Wal-Mart last night it's not like I was super excited to be there, but I felt ok.  Like, weirdly, surprisingly, physically ok.  There have been a few other instances the last couple of days where I felt the same.  It's like the absence of discomfort has made me realize that it was there in the first place.  Can discomfort / pain come on so gradually that it's just there without you knowing?

I feel so baffled right now.  Y'all don't even know.  I always thought I was so in tune with myself.  😳

So far I'm a little riled today from the steroids, but not majorly.  Still hungry like a horse.  Shaun is taking me to a buffet.  I will try not to bite his head off for him being so nice to me.  LOL  I did sleep last night - a lot.  I feel rested, but I am majorly lacking motivation to do anything, though I feel sort of energetic.  Not sure if that's the pills or if my body needs to rest.  So much to figure out!  😕

Later, peeps.  Food time!  😃