It is far too early for this kind of heartbreak.

It is far too early for this kind of heartbreak. I got up and wasn't greeted by a Snaga meow. She was one of my most vocal cats and I've been sensing her absence with my ears. She was always the first to run up to you with a meow - requesting her lovings. Ignore that and you'd get the polite but firm claw-pat that let you know it was really more of a demand and that you'd better go ahead and comply. 😂😂😂

Not that we'd ever want our animals to experience pain or suffering, but when they are sick there is usually at least a little time to prepare. With Snaga, she'd never looked healthier. She caught colds easily and often had skin allergies, but she had none of that going on. We're still in shock, but it's hitting me after not hearing her voice in almost 24 hours.  😭😭😭

I've gotta get up the nerve to check on Midna shortly. It was hard going all weekend without hearing anything, but most vets say that no news = good news. I hate to say that I'm avoiding it, though, just in case. I don't know how much more my heart can take.