I'm feeling really reserved and less energetic and outgoing.

I'm feeling really reserved and less energetic and outgoing. I 100% think I'm in my feelings over Oreo.

I've never had a yearly anniversary "down" after losing a pet, and y'all know that I have loved and lost many. I guess in a lot of ways it was easier losing the ones I had longer than Oreo because I knew that they had some sort of quality of life while they were with me.

Oreo didn't. He had so little good time.

No matter how much money or time or love or well wishes were sent his way, nothing could have saved him.

It feels bad. It feels like injustice. It's a reminder of how careless people can be with innocent lives.

I have so much love for everyone who wanted better for him, who donated and helped with his care, who cared about him. That's the silver lining, I guess.

But it still really hurts, and I'm definitely not over him.