Allergic reaction, perhaps??

Well, I've had a pretty rough week. I've been all stressed out over my kiddo starting school (tomorrow's the big day) and so I haven't been sleeping much... it sucks and it helps nothing. I've been broke for two weeks and that's never good. This morning I discovered that I had no more toilet paper. And on top of all that I found out my rent was increasing - which made me believe that my head was just going to explode right on the spot.

As if all of that is not enough I turned into a giant freak in front of Nick and one of his friends. She just walked up to us in the mall - didn't say or do anything out of the way - and I proceeded to have a panic attack or something... I don't know what the hell it was or what it was about. But I didn't like it. All I know is that I couldn't breathe well, my heart was pounding, I felt very hot and started pouring sweat, and my whole body felt tense. It baffles me. I don't have any negative feelings towards this person - she seems really sweet... maybe I'm just allergic to her. I know - that was a dumb thing to say, but it beats the alternative of thinking that I'm so stressed that it takes absolutely nothing to put me over the edge. (That was me trying to remain optimistic).

On the bright side one of my good friends took my son to Fuji last night and had some pretty funny stuff to report back. We learned that my Shadow is afraid of fire; I was told he spent most of the evening hiding in my friend's armpit. He also doesn't like sushi. Probably the funniest part was when Shadow told me he didn't want to go back there because they threw food at his head. 😂 My friend told me that they tried to ring his mouth about six times, but kept hitting him in the head and once in the eye. I can barely type this I'm laughing so hard. Now I feel a little better. 😊

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