... This is pretty gay.

So Wednesday I went to the mall. I went there to meet someone and ended up seeing an old crush. I didn't recognize her at first, but I still thought, "Wow, she's cute." Then I realized who it was and I just thought, "Well, of course she's cute. She always was." We talked for a moment and that was cool. I've missed her on and off since back in the day. Honestly, we were good friends and I was attracted to her... so I call it a crush.

Anyway, life happens, friendships change and grow closer or apart, and we ended up drifting our separate ways. Just one of those things, I guess. But to tell the truth if she would've had me I likely would have left my boyfriend for her. ... To this day, I'm still not sure if she knows, though.

... So as I was leaving this girl at a makeup stand wanted to put lip gloss on me and talked me into it. So I'm sitting there and she's putting lip gloss on me and I'm looking down her shirt. I just sort of do that, I guess. I admit it - I like boobies. Whatever. So I didn't have any money to buy lip gloss, but I was supposed to come back and buy some today... seriously, I just don't have $20.00 to drop on lip gloss right now. And it wasn't even flavored. I've kind of felt bad all day for telling her I would come back and not doing it - especially after I looked down her shirt like that. But it was right in my face, ok? Right there. It's not like I could help it. (Btw, I don't have a clue if she noticed).

So anyway... yeah. That's all for this one.