Well, I don't really care to go into much detail (as the situation is sad and I should really try to get back to sleep), but my grandfather passed away on Sunday. He was pretty much the backbone of the family and things are just... not good right now. I guess that's to be expected. I really regret that I didn't have more time with him, but some things are out of your control - especially when you are a child. I really enjoyed the time I did have with him in more recent years, though, and I am thankful to have at least had that.
For anyone who feels neglected or upset with me due to my absence here or in person: I'm sorry. I've really had a lot going on and sometimes there is just not enough of me to go around.
Love to you all,
Blu