I've been feeling so shitty...

I've been feeling so shitty that for the last two nights that I've dreamed about shit.  Literal shit.  The night before last I dreamed that I crapped in my floor and blamed it on the dogs.  Last night I dreamed that I left Shadow at the mall and went home because I was feeling sick and was going to pick him up when he called.  He never called and I woke up the next morning to a phone call from a boy's finishing school.  The mall cops sent him there because he crapped in his pants.  How bizarre.  And a little funny.  But mostly jacked up, totally.  I've never had a dream like that before.