OH, I can't fucking EVEN right now.

OH, I can't fucking EVEN right now.  Wow.  Next time I have a gut feeling I'm going with it - consequences be damned.  It couldn't have turned out any worse.

Part of my family found a sick puppy last year. I treated her for parvo (they paid the $100 for the shots, I did the work) and she survived. They decided that they wanted her after she was well. I wasn't too keen on giving her to them, but I did. I felt obligated because they paid for her treatment. Saw her outside of their house one day covered in ticks and wandering in and out of the road. I'm kicking my own ass right now for not picking her up and taking her then. She's had puppies and now they don't want her. I should have gone with my gut. I'm so angry. It's just really upsetting. They promised they'd take good care of her AND GET HER SPAYED. Didn't happen and now they can't be bothered with her anymore.

From the way it all sounded a lot of good intentions were floating around, but no action came into play. And here we are. My aunt did get the pups into rescue, but I still feel really betrayed and hurt. I will never give animals away like that again. Everyone will go through a rescue, or just have to fuck the fuck off. Seriously. I can't even trust my own family to do the right thing, it seems.