Can someone just shoot me now?

Can someone just shoot me now?

I am still at work - this fucking late - because I'm trying to make enough money to cover my mortgage.  I haven't even bought Shadow or Shaun a single present for the holiday.  I don't even know if I can.  I never go all out, but I usually at least buy them one thing I know they want.  We might have to celebrate Valetine's Day, y'all.  🙁

Shaun just called to let me know that Arby's had my car towed today.  It's gonna be $150 to get it out.  Which is wonderful news because if I had money it would be fixed and running properly and not left there to begin with.

Kick a bitch while she's down, why don't you?  There was no warning, nothing posted, and I really thought I'd have at least 3 days to get it.  I was planning to go over there tonight.

I don't think I can do anything but cry right now.  It's either cry or explode, so I guess I'll just let the pressure off through my eyes.  Fuck.