Monday, November 3, 2014

All of my friends, if it's not too personal, what is wrong with you?

All of my friends, if it's not too personal, what is wrong with you?  Physically, I mean?

I haven't had a very good health year.  Like, AT ALL.  The IUD / depression thing earlier this year was bad enough.  But now, my psoriasis is flaring up big time.  It hurts to wear clothes.  TMI Alert:  I haven't worn a bra in months because the band hurts my skin so bad.  Good thing I have teensy tatas.  If you've seen me out in public in what appears to be pajamas it's because my skin was too sore to wear anything tighter or with a coarser fabric.  I have got the homeless hobo look DOWN.

As if the skin isn't bad enough my bones are killing me.  Like, for the last few years in the winter they have been sore, but not unbearably so.  But this year... oh man.  It's only been cold for like, 2 days, and I already know that I can't go all winter this way.  I am going to the doctor either tomorrow or Wednesday.  My hips and knees are quite painful.

I had a little mini meltdown over the weekend.  I have thankfully been healthy for most of my life, but at 31 years old I feel like I am starting to fall apart.  It is so scary.  I have no idea how my health measures up to other people my age.  I keep thinking that I am too young for this, but then again I know that some people are born in worse shape, so then I just feel like a big old douchebag for having such thoughts.

So... anyone out there care to tell me all the ways in which they are falling apart?  If you are ailing, at what age did that start?  I just feel like talking about it.  I am curious.  It makes me feel better to talk about things.  ❤

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