So... 45 minutes of Shaun listening to me curse and whine, building me up, bribing me, drawing a circle on my leg so I would know where to aim, videoing all of my bullshit so I wouldn't be a weenie (which did not work)... and I failed.
I psyched myself up, pressed down, pushed the button, and... it made a noise, I jumped, and medicine went everywhere. NOWHERE in that stupid video was there a noise. It looked like it would go slowly and quietly into me, squirt out the medicine, and that's it. That is not what happened.
It did break skin. I have no idea how much, if any, of the medicine made it inside me. Now my freaking leg hurts - and probably for no reason. Screw this shit. I am pissed and tired and have zero intentions of doing that again.
Shaun says he's proud because I did it. He's still getting me nail polish. He wants me to try again with another one, but at this moment I don't think that will happen. Maybe I will hate everything less in the morning, but I doubt it. 🙁
Later, friends. I'm gonna go and be angry until I fall asleep. ❤
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