Called AMC.

Called AMC.  The tech told me that if they were doing the test on Emma they would have to send it off, as well.  I guess the question is:  Should I wait, or push to have her treated?  The medication is hard on their liver, so I guess that's why we wait.  🙁

Emma seems ok this morning.  She doesn't seem to feel bad.  Her eyes are a little clearer.  I think she's dealing with everything better than I am.  I am sort of petrified.  I feel like I felt when I was sinking into depression.  I feel like I can't do anything.  Literally, anything.  I need to go to work, but I don't care about anything but her right now.  I wish I could sit home all day and look at her and just make sure she's ok.  I hate the whole world right now and I don't understand life.  I need help.