Heading to Trig momentarily. But so far, this day has SUCKED.

Heading to Trig momentarily.  But so far, this day has SUCKED.

I have enjoyed most of my classes since starting school last year and I gotta say that Biology is interesting, but I almost LOST IT in class today.  First of all, it's like a 3 hour class.  Second, I have a tough teacher.  And I 100% understand that I'm in college and shouldn't expect easy tests and have someone hold my hand, but there was so much information coming at me today that my head LEGIT felt swimmy and I just zoned out.  I couldn't do it anymore.  I had to sit in my car and cry before work today.

Look.  The teacher doesn't do study guides or multiple choice.  We have fill-ins with no word banks and essay questions on the test.  It would be one thing entirely if I knew EXACTLY what to study, but I have like 12 pages of notes SO FAR and a test coming on Monday.  I DO NOT feel prepared or like I possibly even could be.

Trig is hard so far, too.  Tonight is my 2nd class so maybe it will get better.  History doesn't come easily - I have to study it A LOT to make it stick.  So I feel like with Biology this is too much at the moment.  I'm talking to my adviser tomorrow to see what my options are.  I think I would be a nutcase if I tried to take all 3 of these classes together right now. There are easier Biology teachers out there and it's not like I'm going into nursing so at the moment even though I feel like a failure for thinking about dropping a class and looking for an easier route I kind of also feel more like it's not worth it to stress myself out like this.  Like, my scalp is numb and my hair hurts.  I am not in a good place.  I hate it when I feel this way.  🙁

Wish me luck tonight.  We have a quiz already.  Woo!  😕