Look. If I can make it through my History test on Thursday

Look.  If I can make it through my History test on Thursday - that will be it for me.  I will have officially made it to SPRING BREAK.  😳

That is not as super awesome as it sounds because I will still have to work - I just won't have the added stress of school on top of it.  But that's ok.  I'll take what I can get.

I am really disappointed in how I'm doing this semester.  I made a 74 on that Biology test.  Still waiting on the Trig grade.  The only class I feel good about is History.  I am really trying my hardest, but I'm just not doing as well as I'd like.  It sucks and I don't know what to do besides hang in there and keep on keeping on.  🙁

I am trying to cut myself some slack because so much has gone wrong this semester in my real life that it's just kind of blowing my mind.  I think the pipe busting kind of murdered my last nerve.  I'm in this weird place where when something bad isn't happening I'm not relaxed - I'm just hoping more bad things don't happen.  That's not a great way to live.  I'm sure I'll snap out of it eventually, but DANG.

I've never had this happen before just out of the blue, but my upper back and shoulders hurt.  I bet it's just from tension.  It all feels really tight and weird.

Anyway.  Guess what!  I'm off to study.  Bet you didn't see that one coming.  😂

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