This place is SO pretty. Having a milk tea. Yum!

This place is SO pretty. Having a milk tea. Yum!

So last night after I posted...

So last night after I posted that the Prednisone wasn't keeping me awake... yeah.  I couldn't fall asleep for hours.  🙁  Maybe it was just the methotrexate dose on Friday that helped me sleep earlier this weekend.  Now I am sad.

I have usually taken my Prednisone by much earlier in the day, but I haven't eaten anything yet today so I haven't taken it.  I am uncomfortable and can already feel the heat in my knees and hips.  I'll be hurting pretty good by tomorrow if I don't take it.

If you had to choose pain or no sleep what would you choose?

I am at a loss.  Life feels like a roller coaster at the moment and not in a fun way.

I didn't hear from Dr. Crawford, though they told me on Friday that they would call today.  Maybe I'll go see Dr. Edmond again one day this week.

I made an 83.

I made an 83.  I am actually NOT happy about that at all.  That was WITH my bonus included.

And I thought I had a clue.

Just got home from taking my Algebra test...

Just got home from taking my Algebra test.  I'll be HAPPY if I make a B.  😕  I'll be surprised if I make an A.  🙁

Now, I wait...

So, I finished my English paper earlier today.

Ok.  So, I finished my English paper earlier today.  I also went over my test review for Algebra - TWICE.  I feel only OK about it - not great, but maybe looking at fresh problems in the morning will help.  I did NOT complete my last chapter of Algebra homework - the problems were long (taking up half a page in some cases) so I decided it was not worth the stress of pressing myself to finish.  IF she even takes up that chapter it will be for bonus points, so I'm not freaking out.

My test is first thing (at 8 in the morning) so hopefully my brain will be awake enough to do well.  I might get up a little early just to make sure I am functional.

Other than that I am dealing with the half-dose of Prednisone quite well.  I have not been sick, crazy, or sleepless since I cut my dose in half.  I mostly don't hurt - I can even sit "Criss-Cross" comfortably for a few minutes!  And cross my legs and bend my knees!  I do get uncomfortable if I stay in one position for too long or stand for too long, but this is major improvement.  I honestly can't even remember the last time I felt this ok.  It feels weird to not hate walking and sitting and just doing things that I have to do on a daily basis.  I still haven't quite accepted it - it's like I'm just waiting for the pain and discomfort to come back, but maybe I can settle down and stop thinking about it soon.  Maybe feeling ok will become my new normal.  🙂

Anyway.  I have to go and rest my brain and get some sleep.  Wish me luck on the test tomorrow.  As usual - I'm shooting for an A!  🙂  Goodnight, FB land.  ❤

This is my dusty bookshelf of strange things I like.

This is my dusty bookshelf of strange things I like. Don't judge me. Just be impressed that my Bruce Love climbed up there by himself - with no legs! I left the door handle in the photo to give a reference for how up high he is.

It's probably about time I end his adventure. He is WAYYY more clumsy than he looks. 😂😂😂 I don't want him to get hurt. ❤

I have been doing Algebra homework since about 1 today.

I have been doing Algebra homework since about 1 today.  I took maybe a 15 minute break with the torts earlier, then I jumped right back in.  Despite that I am only about half-way done with the last chapter.  And I still have the test review to go.  And a paper to write for English.  All of which need to be complete by tomorrow evening.  😳

Since my hand is hurting from writing all day I decided to take a break, then try to work on my English paper since I get to type it.  It's a different kind of hand movement and I seem to be ok with that right now.

If my brain is not too fried after that I will try some more Algebra.  I've decided to work on my test review instead of homework.  I feel like I've got the hang of the last chapter, which is the main point of homework.  The teacher is going to take up one of the chapter's sections worth of homework for bonus points, but I feel like it's smarter to work on getting a good test grade than to chase bonus points so that's what I'm going to do.  I did complete all the homework for the first 5 sections so it's not as though I'm slacking by any means.  If I'm lucky she'll pick one of the sections I finished to take up.  🙂

All in all, today has been ok - no meltdowns, no major pains - just too busy to enjoy the weekend.

P. S.  Since I was too scared to quit the Prednisone cold-turkey I cut my dosage in half.  I think that is tolerable for me.  I was able to sleep last night and I feel ok - both physically and emotionally.  I also took my 4 methotrexate pills last night so I'm trying to do the right things.  I hope that Dr. Crawford is ok with that.  I've never straight up disobeyed doctor's orders before!

Well, I'm off to do some English now.  Woo!  Wish me luck!