Monday, April 4, 2016
The dog didn’t give you pinworms.
I accidentally left the gas can outside yesterday...
Sunday, April 3, 2016
Made a 90 on my Trig test!
Shower time!
When you're a grown ass adult...
When you're a grown ass adult, but have a meltdown the night before because you don't want to go back to school. And you wake up this morning crying because you dreamed about Biology.
This is my life. This is my life right now. 😢
Hung with the dogs a few minutes ago. Took them bones, woohoo! Faith doesn't care about bones. She doesn't chew. But she did box me half to death from excitement and walk between my legs several times as I was picking up in her room. It's funny when you're so used to a dog walking between your thighs (as though you're riding her - except that she's too short) that you don't even miss a beat anymore.
Faith has been my clown on my darkest days. She's so weird and goofy and I need that in my life. I think I'm gonna be spending a lot of time with her to get me through this awful semester. She's never failed to make me laugh just by being herself. I'm feeling the love for my precious weirdo right now. 🙂❤
Saturday, April 2, 2016
Highlight of my day was seeing friends I rarely get to see.
Highlight of my day was seeing friends I rarely get to see. I hate that pretty much all of my tribe lives so far away. All I got here is Shaun and Shadow - and most days that's enough. But already I'm having anxiety about going back to school Monday and I just wish I had the comfort of more of my friends around me. Life this semester has been 1% fun and 99% stress. It's really hard to want to keep going when you hate pretty much everything.
On the bright side I think I get almost a month off between finals and the beginning of the summer semester. I probably need every second of that time to gather my nerve for Biology 104. I wish I didn't have to take it, but JSU requires a sequence and I'm not holding myself back by starting over with Chemistry now. I can't even look forward to the fall semester because I'll be starting Calculus so that's scary, too. I think this year is just bad, and I don't know what to do. 🙁
Anyone have survival tips for me? Encouraging words? I feel as though I'm having a panic right about now. 😢