Bear had another seizure last night.

Bear had another seizure last night. There's nothing that we can think of that would have stressed him yesterday, so it was unexpected.

The vet said he might have one now and then, but that if they start to cluster or last longer he'll need more medication. I don't think this one was close enough to his last to be considered clustering, but we're still going to report it.

His vet was closed today and is probably closed tomorrow, too. But he was fine this morning and it's not an emergency. I just wish the poor booger didn't have them so frequently. I feel so terrible for him every time it happens. ☹️

I'm about to be off work for a few days.

I'm about to be off work for a few days.

First order of business:  Do. Shaun's. Nails.

I swear if he breaks another nail and then looks at me like it's my fault he removed his gel prematurely, I'mma fight him. 😂😂😂

I'm feeling really reserved and less energetic and outgoing.

I'm feeling really reserved and less energetic and outgoing. I 100% think I'm in my feelings over Oreo.

I've never had a yearly anniversary "down" after losing a pet, and y'all know that I have loved and lost many. I guess in a lot of ways it was easier losing the ones I had longer than Oreo because I knew that they had some sort of quality of life while they were with me.

Oreo didn't. He had so little good time.

No matter how much money or time or love or well wishes were sent his way, nothing could have saved him.

It feels bad. It feels like injustice. It's a reminder of how careless people can be with innocent lives.

I have so much love for everyone who wanted better for him, who donated and helped with his care, who cared about him. That's the silver lining, I guess.

But it still really hurts, and I'm definitely not over him.

I'm stuck - both physically and mentally.

I'm stuck - both physically and mentally. I have a sleeping cat on my lap and Facebook keeps showing me videos from furniture flippers and they are super satisfying to watch. I hate it when my brain doesn't want to stop what it's doing and let me be responsible. 😅😂

Last night, me and Shaun had a date at Namaste.

Last night, me and Shaun had a date at Namaste. I tried a few new foods:  Lentil Crackers, Vegetable Samosa, and some kind of Yogurt/Mango drink. I also had Chicken Vindaloo spiced to the max. It was all so delicious.

I woke up this morning with my stomach rumbling. I don't normally have issues with spice, so I'm thinking I went too hard on new foods last night. But 10/10, I'd eat them all again. 😂

Today, I spent some time watering my plants. I snuggled Cub for a nap. I had tasty food today with Shaun, Shadow, Kira, my friend Caitlin, and her husband Joe. It was nice to have everyone together.

Shaun got a lamp for me to do my nails. I'm usually on the dark side of the room, so it's nice to have a light. I just finished filling in/rebalancing my structure gel while using it, and it's really nice to be able to see. He also got me some plant hangers for the greenhouse. The kids got me tasty snacks.

It was a really nice day. I've been getting messages all day, but I haven't had a chance to respond yet. I'm about to chill and check my notifications.

I hope you all have had a lovely weekend. I know I sure did. ❤️

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We cleaned under the couch today...

We cleaned under the couch today and I found so much treasure!

Look at all these whiskers. And that tooth! It looks too big to be from a cat and the dogs aren't missing any of theirs. I wonder if it's from my dearly departed Booka or Faith...