I crashed hard after I took my meds. Scar was eating and not with me.
I woke up at 3 and he wasn't on my pillow. Usually, he wants under my cheek or just flops down on my nose. If I move, he moves (just like that). Sorry, couldn't resist - but yeah. If I move, he re-snuggles me almost immediately every time. He sometimes runs me off the pillow until I'm sideways in bed.
But last night, he was near my chest, not touching me at all. 😭😭😭
When I woke up and noticed, I petted him. He reached a paw out and touched my chest. He's back to halfway on my pillow now, but still keeping some space. He's touching my arm, but not snuggling.
I may have bitten him harder than I thought. In my dream I was biting in self-defense, so I wasn't fucking around. He didn't cry out or run away, but he was asleep and probably as stunned as I was. He's definitely behaving different towards me, though, and I'm sad. I know it sounds funny, (and maybe it is) but in reality I was messed up about it all day yesterday.
