Yesterday was pretty terrible.

Yesterday was pretty terrible.  Not because of anything going on with me, but from an outside force.  Someone tried to do a good thing, but the execution of the plan was nothing short of HORRIBLE and it was just very stressful all around.  The execution of the plan has been re-scheduled to be done the way it should have been to begin with so I'm glad that's settled, but I question if I'll ever look at this person the same again.  I don't think it will be possible - which is extremely unfortunate.  Aside from the horrible plan, there was also a great deal of demands being made, and refusal to even speak about the situation.  My relationship with this person is NOT ok.  I guess only time will tell if it ever will be again.

On the flip side I didn't lose my shit yesterday despite how volatile I felt on the inside.  I think if this had happened a week ago with me having my Mirena in it would NOT have ended well.  I mean... shit probably would have hit the fan in a completely irreparable kind of way and I doubt I would have cared.  So yay for timing.

Also, I have to say that rather than freak the fuck out - I let go and put my trust in Shaun.  He had to play mediator, but he's good at it.  I've always trusted him, but this put it to the test.  This is the kind of situation that I NORMALLY would not leave to anyone else to handle, but I did.  If you haven't deduced the conflict was about an animal - one that I care a great deal about.  Despite the stress I stopped my crazy wheels from turning and just left it to him.  I have never done that with anyone else before.  What's even better is that he came through, so I feel closer to him than ever.

All in all one relationship was severely damaged, but a more important one was strengthened.  I am still angry and my feelings are hurt and I've got a stress headache like WHOA, but I'm heading to my couch to relax and forget about this.  It might have dominated my day yesterday, but it's not going to ruin my weekend.

Later, friends.  ❤