I woke up today not feeling too shabby.

I woke up today not feeling too shabby. Amazingly, the last two days have been ok. Today, I took Shaun out to eat and somewhere between sitting in a chilly restaurant, taking a stroll through Big Lots, and driving us back home, I am hurting again. No position is comfortable and I kind of want to cry. I honestly don't know what to do. I am so sad. There is so much I want to do in life, but right now I can't even concentrate on my homework.

I know. Supposedly, it gets better. But for how long before it goes to shit again?

Pardon me, y'all. I'm in the gap and that's an awful place to be. It's hard to remain positive here. 🙁