I'm having a bad attitude day.

I'm having a bad attitude day. I don't know if it's because I'm hurting, or because I didn't accomplish everything I wanted to over the weekend, or what. Maybe it's the Otezla. Depression is a side effect and I'm having a hard time giving a shit about anything right now.

I'm sitting in my car outside of work... eating a grilled cheese and pondering life. I haven't even been in yet. It has taken me half the day to even get ready to come here. Ridiculous, I know, but it's not for lack of effort. I seriously feel tired from just trying to get here.

Anyway. Gonna finish my food and try to get on with this day. Wish me motivation and energy. I've got a severious deficiency of both.