When I'm not posting, I'm either

When I'm not posting, I'm either:

1) insanely busy with school, or

2) having my ass kicked by depression.

There was a day last week that I drove home and literally fell asleep in my car because I lacked the energy / motivation to walk into my house.  This semester hasn't been as hard as I anticipated, so... it's just me.  I made an appointment with a therapist a while back because I felt myself slipping.  I finally saw her today and I like her.  I will definitely keep my next appointment.

Today (Wednesday) is my final exam for the summer semester.  If I can make an 80 on it I'll come out with an A.  Paws crossed that I will do it.  Otherwise, I'll be disappointed in myself because I'll know deep down that I could have done better.

Other than that I'm just really glad that I am going to have some down-time soon.  I might work a little, but I am going to try my best to rest.  Rest my brain and rest my body.  I am so dead tired that I don't even know what to do with myself.

I hope you all are doing well.  If not - please hang in there.  And if anyone needs to talk or see a friend after tomorrow, let me know.  It might do us both some good.  I can't promise I will be pretty or not need a shower or also not be covered in dog hair, but I'll show up for whatever that is worth.  ❤