I'm on the couch, awake.

I'm on the couch, awake. I haven't been able to sleep all night. I'm feeling some type of way so I dimmed the lights and put Cheers on the TV. I love that show and have watched it through several times. I guess I've just started again. I don't know why but it comforts me and for whatever reason - I needed that today.

I'm listening to Booka snore beside me. Watching Balthazar's little back paws kick as he dreams. Hearing Scar's whistling nose as he curls up closer to me. Watching my beautiful orange Toebeans sleep curled up in the black chair across from me. Hearing my wonderful Shaun snore in his bedroom. I think everyone here is asleep except for me.

I can't decide if it's time to get up and move or if I should just try to nap with these creature kids. For the first time in months I missed a dose of my anti-anxiety as well as skipped a day of my litter box chores. I feel bad about it. I will do better today, but I can't decide if today starts now or after a nap. I feel sleepy, but that hasn't meant a thing to my body in the last week.

Good morning to you - whenever yours starts.