I find myself budgeting my energy the last couple of days. Today I woke up at 11. It took me until 5:30 to finally make myself some food. It then took encouragement from Shaun for me to feed my animals and clean my litter boxes (my only two daily chores). After I did those things (which take all of 15 minutes, tops), I was then so exhausted that I went to bed and slept for 4 hours. I've been up for a little while. The kids came by again and it was nice to see them. Now it's time for math.
There was a recent post of mine that someone commented on in a failed attempt to make me see their view. I didn't have the energy to participate in that as much as I felt I should have, so I just wanted to thank my friends for showing up. To all of you who had my back, thank you and I appreciate you. I'm really sorry that I didn't have more to say, but as I am in the throws of depression a Facebook post just couldn't be a priority. I know you understand.
On that note: I have to go and watch some lectures before I crap out again. I have an exam on Thursday, I believe. Until my depression lifts I'll be budgeting my energy and hanging in there. I hope you all are well. And just in case you forgot, Black Lives Matter.
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