I don't know why but my anxiety was up last night and still is today.

I don't know why but my anxiety was up last night and still is today.  I didn't sleep well and had nightmares again.  Shaun heard me making noise and woke me up when I started grinding my teeth.  His warm, heavy hand on my shoulder was so soothing.  He is my comfort and I love him so much.

I got up this morning and all I could think about was coloring in the lines of the mazes that me and Kira did in the puzzle book yesterday.  It felt so STUPIDLY URGENT to color the lines the rest of the way in.  I did it.  I didn't feel better, though.

I'm not feeling particularly energetic today, but it would be nice to skate.  However, the wind is up and it's dusty outside so I'm probably going to resign myself to doing house chores to see if I can burn off some of this nervous energy.  It would also probably feel nice to get something accomplished.

Shaun's making a frozen pizza for late lunch and I'll probably get busy after we eat that.  It's amusing and endearing hearing he and Kira fuss with each other over the pizza.  He is going to spice it and Kira's telling him to take it easy since I had some teeth removed recently.  Regardless of how I feel internally I feel the love in this house.

Anyway, I'm off to spend time with the fam.  Maybe today will feel better soon.  ❤