When you roll up to the mental health center...

When you roll up to the mental health center in your TMNT pajamas and shell backpack with a shitty attitude and your hair sticking up... And an employee optimistically asks if you're putting in a job application. 😕

We'll see how this goes.

I need college advice.

I need college advice.

Next semester I have to take Cal II to graduate.  I've heard from my teacher and adviser that people have more trouble with that than either Cal I or Cal III.  I'm taking it regardless, but I also have some other options.

There are two other classes offered in the spring that I would like to take, but I'm not sure if taking all 3 would be getting in over my head.  I've never dropped a class so I do still have that option if it turns out that all three are more than I can handle.  I need Physics and Computer Programming EVENTUALLY, but I feel like I want to go ahead and take them at GSCC because 1)  they are cheaper, and 2)  work is slower at the beginning of the year and I don't want to waste time.

Has anyone taken these classes and can you tell me if that sounds like a bad combo?  Priority registration is on Halloween and I am going to register that day.  I just wanted to have a good idea of whether that was a manageable class load or not.  I know that once I register I'm not going to WANT to drop anything, but I like having that as a backup plan.

Thanks in advance!  ❤

I just FOUND A FREAKING DERIVATIVE!!!

I've been studying. I don't feel too bad about the upcoming Cal test, thank goodness.

Also:  I just FOUND A FREAKING DERIVATIVE!!! Not one of the easy, short ones, either. Maybe I won't bomb my re-take. 😀😀😀

This weekend has been a mixed bag.

This weekend has been a mixed bag.

Got a flu shot Friday.  Felt really not good the rest of the day.  Also started back on methotrexate.  Current feels:  Nauseated as hell.  Woke up at 5 am that way.  Even Zofran couldn't kick it.  Yay, life.

The high points have been that I treated myself to a Domino's pizza and little lava cake.  It was SO GOOD.  No regrets.  Also, Shaun and I took Emma and Booka walking yesterday.  It was nice.  Aside from that I spent all of yesterday on the couch alone with Netflix.  It is so so rare that I get the TV to myself.  I made the most of it.  LOL

I've been studying Calculus off and on this weekend.  I really really love it.  Even when it's challenging, I mostly enjoy it.  Can't say that I'm never frustrated or lost because it does happen, but overall I'm really digging it a lot.  Almost makes me wonder if I should major in Math rather than Computer Science.  LOL

Anyway.  I'm off.  I still have plenty of things that need doing despite the craptacular way I feel today.  I hope you all have enjoyed your weekend!  ❤

Looks like I'm going back on methotrexate.

Looks like I'm going back on methotrexate. Having mixed feelings. But beggars can't be choosers.

Got through some Calculus homework this morning.

Got through some Calculus homework this morning.  Also made a doctor's appointment (the guy I liked at CARES will see me on Friday).  Yay for progress.

I feel tired despite going to bed so early.  I need to get right.  I also need to get my ass to work.  LOL  Getting ready now.  Woo.

I know that no one likes complaint posts, but here is one anyway:

I know that no one likes complaint posts, but here is one anyway:

I've had a really bad bone day and my skin has that deep tingling that lets me know it's about to get ugly (both literally AND figuratively). I plan to go to the doctor soon - hopefully this week. I REALLY don't want back on methotrexate, but I'm afraid it might be my only option since I am uninsured.

I feel like this is a no-win situation. I will either have chronic skin and bone pain that makes it hard to stay un-depressed, or I will have headaches, nausea, and fatigue that interferes with my life.

I'm in bed. I just can't even with all of this right now. 🙁