Saturday, February 4, 2017

I'm exhausted.

I'm exhausted.  Been doing Physics pre-lectures and questions for a few hours.  I have so much more I wanted to do, but I'm pretty sure my brain is done for the day.  Blegh.

Got the Cal test 1 retake on Monday and a new Cal test on Wednesday.  This coming week might be hard.  😕

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

My brain is FRIED.

With the help of Google I made my way through 5 sections of Physics homework.  I definitely did not get the practice or thinking that I should have out of it, but that's what happens when I'm on a tight deadline.  🙁  I will be going back over it in the next few days, but for now my brain is fried.  There was only one question I couldn't answer before the midnight deadline.  I will have a few days to try and still be able to get 80% credit, but I am done for this night.  I feel terrible mentally as well as pretty crappy physically.  I am calling it a night.

I'm going to work tomorrow for the first time this week.  That is going to make for the saddest paycheck I've ever seen.  🙁  But, it'll be better than nothing.

Goodnight, friends.  ❤

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.  🙁  I took every minute of time we had working on the Physics test.  The best I can possibly make is a 70 - and that's if I did everything else perfectly, (which I know I did not).

Highlight of the day was binging on unhealthy food at Stevie B's with Shaunte and Abby after Physics and before Calculus.  I am SO THANKFUL to have them both in Physics and Cal II with me.  I need all the support I can get right now.

Ended the day doing some FUGLY MATH in Calculus.  I am not into it, I am not feeling it, and no one should have to look at that ever.

Now I have about 3 hours to finish 5 lessons worth of Physics homework.  It's not going to happen, but I'm about to give it my best shot.  Thanks to everyone who commented to me today.  I'll write back more personally as soon as I can.  ❤

Pretty sure I just failed a test.

Pretty sure I just failed a test. I didn't even get to answer 30 points worth of questions. 🙁

I feel like I am going to throw up and cry.

I feel like I am going to throw up and cry. I'm about to take a Physics test that I don't feel ready for. I'd be thrilled if I could pull a C on this. 😕

All I do is Calculus and Physics. I'm not even done with Physics homework that is due tonight. My house is a wreck and so are my nails. Shadow's been feeding the ani-pals for me. I've been ignoring friends and I apologize for that. I've even called out of work to study. I only eat something substantial every few days. I don't know what else I have to do to feel ok about this, but clearly I haven't yet done enough. 🙁

Heading in. Send me smart vibes. ❤️

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Made this little robot...

Made this little robot do all of that stuff. I'm sure it's not that impressive, but it was fun and I liked it. 😃

Monday, January 30, 2017

I'm in my bed. My brain is done. 🙁

I'm in my bed. My brain is done. 🙁 I think I'm going to have to go back to taking methotrexate on Thursday. I'm too foggy on Mondays still when I take it on Friday. I couldn't figure out how Mr. Osborn got a 9 earlier. It was 3 x 3. I also sucked at keeping up in lab. 😕 I have felt so dumb all day.

Still not feeling like I could win a Physics test right now. I really hope it goes ok. Gonna have to super study tomorrow. Wish me luck.