I don't feel too bad...

I don't feel too bad about the re-take of the Cal test today.  The teacher changes the numbers so it's not like it's the exact same, but it is formatted the same.  Hopefully I made better than an 83 this time.

I have to get ready for a new Cal test on Wednesday.  I also haven't heard about the grade on my Physics test, but I think we're getting that on Wednesday, as well.  I'm not sure I want to know, but he said that I can definitely recover if it's bad (and it will be) - so that's something.

I ran a lot of errands before class today so I feel accomplished.  Physics class was fun so that was great.  I am currently exhausted even though I need to study for Wednesday's test, but I'll see what I can do shortly.  If it turns out that I am not going to be productive I will just call it a night and try again tomorrow.  🤷

I'm sorry that I don't have anything more interesting to talk about at this point in my life, but maybe one things will not be this way.  Until then... I hope you all are doing well.  ❤

I have to get up for a while.

I have to get up for a while.  I've been sitting at this desk studying mostly all day.  Then I moved to the couch because my back was hurting.  I'm exhausted and it's not even 10.  Gosh - I need another weekend day.  😕

I'm exhausted.

I'm exhausted.  Been doing Physics pre-lectures and questions for a few hours.  I have so much more I wanted to do, but I'm pretty sure my brain is done for the day.  Blegh.

Got the Cal test 1 retake on Monday and a new Cal test on Wednesday.  This coming week might be hard.  😕

My brain is FRIED.

With the help of Google I made my way through 5 sections of Physics homework.  I definitely did not get the practice or thinking that I should have out of it, but that's what happens when I'm on a tight deadline.  🙁  I will be going back over it in the next few days, but for now my brain is fried.  There was only one question I couldn't answer before the midnight deadline.  I will have a few days to try and still be able to get 80% credit, but I am done for this night.  I feel terrible mentally as well as pretty crappy physically.  I am calling it a night.

I'm going to work tomorrow for the first time this week.  That is going to make for the saddest paycheck I've ever seen.  🙁  But, it'll be better than nothing.

Goodnight, friends.  ❤

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.  🙁  I took every minute of time we had working on the Physics test.  The best I can possibly make is a 70 - and that's if I did everything else perfectly, (which I know I did not).

Highlight of the day was binging on unhealthy food at Stevie B's with Shaunte and Abby after Physics and before Calculus.  I am SO THANKFUL to have them both in Physics and Cal II with me.  I need all the support I can get right now.

Ended the day doing some FUGLY MATH in Calculus.  I am not into it, I am not feeling it, and no one should have to look at that ever.

Now I have about 3 hours to finish 5 lessons worth of Physics homework.  It's not going to happen, but I'm about to give it my best shot.  Thanks to everyone who commented to me today.  I'll write back more personally as soon as I can.  ❤

Pretty sure I just failed a test.

Pretty sure I just failed a test. I didn't even get to answer 30 points worth of questions. 🙁

I feel like I am going to throw up and cry.

I feel like I am going to throw up and cry. I'm about to take a Physics test that I don't feel ready for. I'd be thrilled if I could pull a C on this. 😕

All I do is Calculus and Physics. I'm not even done with Physics homework that is due tonight. My house is a wreck and so are my nails. Shadow's been feeding the ani-pals for me. I've been ignoring friends and I apologize for that. I've even called out of work to study. I only eat something substantial every few days. I don't know what else I have to do to feel ok about this, but clearly I haven't yet done enough. 🙁

Heading in. Send me smart vibes. ❤️