Well I legit failed that Physics tests.

Well I legit failed that Physics tests. I made a 52. 🙁 We have a chance to make up some points, but that won't quite get me to a C. So that's not a great start, but the professor says that none of us are beyond help yet so I'm hanging in there. I really actually like the class; it's just complicated stuff! 

Anyway. I'm off to study for the Calculus test that is this evening. I will probably also watch that new video of Shadow on repeat. It's giving me life right now. Check it out if you haven't seen it yet! My cub can sing! ❤️❤️❤️

Found this last night.

Found this last night. I only wish it was longer! He was just getting started. ❤️❤️❤️

I don't feel too bad...

I don't feel too bad about the re-take of the Cal test today.  The teacher changes the numbers so it's not like it's the exact same, but it is formatted the same.  Hopefully I made better than an 83 this time.

I have to get ready for a new Cal test on Wednesday.  I also haven't heard about the grade on my Physics test, but I think we're getting that on Wednesday, as well.  I'm not sure I want to know, but he said that I can definitely recover if it's bad (and it will be) - so that's something.

I ran a lot of errands before class today so I feel accomplished.  Physics class was fun so that was great.  I am currently exhausted even though I need to study for Wednesday's test, but I'll see what I can do shortly.  If it turns out that I am not going to be productive I will just call it a night and try again tomorrow.  🤷

I'm sorry that I don't have anything more interesting to talk about at this point in my life, but maybe one things will not be this way.  Until then... I hope you all are doing well.  ❤

I have to get up for a while.

I have to get up for a while.  I've been sitting at this desk studying mostly all day.  Then I moved to the couch because my back was hurting.  I'm exhausted and it's not even 10.  Gosh - I need another weekend day.  😕

I'm exhausted.

I'm exhausted.  Been doing Physics pre-lectures and questions for a few hours.  I have so much more I wanted to do, but I'm pretty sure my brain is done for the day.  Blegh.

Got the Cal test 1 retake on Monday and a new Cal test on Wednesday.  This coming week might be hard.  😕

My brain is FRIED.

With the help of Google I made my way through 5 sections of Physics homework.  I definitely did not get the practice or thinking that I should have out of it, but that's what happens when I'm on a tight deadline.  🙁  I will be going back over it in the next few days, but for now my brain is fried.  There was only one question I couldn't answer before the midnight deadline.  I will have a few days to try and still be able to get 80% credit, but I am done for this night.  I feel terrible mentally as well as pretty crappy physically.  I am calling it a night.

I'm going to work tomorrow for the first time this week.  That is going to make for the saddest paycheck I've ever seen.  🙁  But, it'll be better than nothing.

Goodnight, friends.  ❤

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.

"Want to cry" doesn't quite accurately describe how I feel about this day.  🙁  I took every minute of time we had working on the Physics test.  The best I can possibly make is a 70 - and that's if I did everything else perfectly, (which I know I did not).

Highlight of the day was binging on unhealthy food at Stevie B's with Shaunte and Abby after Physics and before Calculus.  I am SO THANKFUL to have them both in Physics and Cal II with me.  I need all the support I can get right now.

Ended the day doing some FUGLY MATH in Calculus.  I am not into it, I am not feeling it, and no one should have to look at that ever.

Now I have about 3 hours to finish 5 lessons worth of Physics homework.  It's not going to happen, but I'm about to give it my best shot.  Thanks to everyone who commented to me today.  I'll write back more personally as soon as I can.  ❤