I ended last night with a migraine.

I ended last night with a migraine.  I woke up today thankfully not feeling horrible, but I was far from great.  I was grumpy and in a methotrexate haze.  I hate that feeling of needing a nap - especially after I've just woken up.  Shaun came over and I was just a grump.  It was awful.  Finally, I decided that I had to get up off the couch.

For the last couple of years or so if I feel like crap and also have some things I need to do that I don't really want to I do them when I feel crappy because I'd rather do things I want to do when I feel good.  😂  So... we all did a lot of yard work and burned a lot of brush.  Sure makes it easier to see the nooks and crannies in my yard.

Shaun also bought me a shelf for my bathroom (early Valentine's Day gift) because the bathroom was getting out of control.  You could definitely tell that I live with a teenager.  😂  So I put the shelf together and organized / cleaned my bathroom after that.

Other than that I've done a TINY amount of homework (in comparison to what I need to do), but I have tomorrow.  I probably should have spent this day studying, but it was really nice to do something else for a change.

The only other thing of interest that happened to me was that my cat Midna jumped up on my lap (before we went outside).  True - I was under some blankets, but I honestly don't know what was going through her mind.  SHE PEED RIGHT ON ME!  So now I'm wondering if she was mad that I made her poop in the box (she was about to crap on a Wal-Mart bag - not unusual for her), or if she's having a bladder problem (because she's never peed anywhere wrong).  I will keep an eye on her and take her to get checked out if she keeps being weird.

Anyway.  That was my day.  At one point I literally stood up and said "We need to go outside."  I haven't looked at my phone or a computer until now.  I know I have some things I need to respond to so I will try to get to that before bed.  I don't know if I will, though.  I am crashing hard right about now.  Goodnight, friends!  ❤

My skin and my bones are acting up again.

My skin and my bones are acting up again.  🙁  I've been feeling it coming for weeks and here we are.  To anyone who has to look at me IRL - I'm sorry.  To anyone who has to be around my grumpy, complaining self - I am also sorry.  I'm medicated as much as I can be without insurance; it's just really not enough.

In brighter news I'm getting ready to meet with my adviser to do SCHOLARSHIP STUFF.  Wish me all the money.  With as little as I've been able to work this semester I am beyond ridiculously broke.  Honestly, it is probably stress (school and money) that is fueling my flare-up.  Well - that and cold weather.

Later, friends.  TGIF!

Had another robot lab tonight.

Had another robot lab tonight. This video is a little more interesting than the last robot one. 😃

Well I legit failed that Physics tests.

Well I legit failed that Physics tests. I made a 52. 🙁 We have a chance to make up some points, but that won't quite get me to a C. So that's not a great start, but the professor says that none of us are beyond help yet so I'm hanging in there. I really actually like the class; it's just complicated stuff! 

Anyway. I'm off to study for the Calculus test that is this evening. I will probably also watch that new video of Shadow on repeat. It's giving me life right now. Check it out if you haven't seen it yet! My cub can sing! ❤️❤️❤️

Found this last night.

Found this last night. I only wish it was longer! He was just getting started. ❤️❤️❤️

I don't feel too bad...

I don't feel too bad about the re-take of the Cal test today.  The teacher changes the numbers so it's not like it's the exact same, but it is formatted the same.  Hopefully I made better than an 83 this time.

I have to get ready for a new Cal test on Wednesday.  I also haven't heard about the grade on my Physics test, but I think we're getting that on Wednesday, as well.  I'm not sure I want to know, but he said that I can definitely recover if it's bad (and it will be) - so that's something.

I ran a lot of errands before class today so I feel accomplished.  Physics class was fun so that was great.  I am currently exhausted even though I need to study for Wednesday's test, but I'll see what I can do shortly.  If it turns out that I am not going to be productive I will just call it a night and try again tomorrow.  🤷

I'm sorry that I don't have anything more interesting to talk about at this point in my life, but maybe one things will not be this way.  Until then... I hope you all are doing well.  ❤

I have to get up for a while.

I have to get up for a while.  I've been sitting at this desk studying mostly all day.  Then I moved to the couch because my back was hurting.  I'm exhausted and it's not even 10.  Gosh - I need another weekend day.  😕