I came ThisClose to not going to school today.

I came ThisClose to not going to school today. I felt like "What is the point of going if I know I'm just going to fail?" But then I scraped up some motivation and went. Is it bad to say that I really wanted to go to the Rec Center after classes to work out? (I've been going since it opened. I've not had a tension headache since.) Between that and some much - needed inspiration from Whitney - I left the house.

I'm glad I did. Our exam was postponed until Monday. The professor received several emails from students panicking. So we had another review and the professor admitted that there was a LOT of material on the test. He said he wouldn't do that again. I am grateful for that and the extra time.

I'm going to use Michelle's method of studying / writing proofs this weekend and try to get a bit more on top of things. I feel pretty relieved at the moment. Thank goodness!

I'm 99% sure I'm going to fail my Geometry test tomorrow.

I'm 99% sure I'm going to fail my Geometry test tomorrow. That will be the 2nd Geometry test I've failed this semester. I just SUPER dislike writing proofs. I never know where to start.

Not only that, but the teacher gave us a study guide which basically had everything on it since the last exam. That didn't help much. Then earlier today he sent an email for us to remember 10 proofs (he was narrowing it down). That's still a lot. 😟

I was drinking a Boba tea while studying and halfway wished I'd suck a ball down my throat. I don't want to fail. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel burned out and behind. 😥

I'm currently questioning my life choices.

I'm currently questioning my life choices. 😕 I love Math, but I find it to be more difficult than Computer Science. But it's just so interesting! I don't know what's up with me, but I feel so tired and unmotivated. I really like Geometry, but I don't want to study for my upcoming exam. It's starting to creep up in the back of my mind that maybe I should pursue only Computer Science and be done. I have a feeling I might not be happy with myself if I did that, though. Either way, graduation date will likely stay the same. Help?

Look at my plants with me.

I'm trying my best to stay awake through a drowsy spell, so look at my plants with me. 😛 I'm captioning each photo so you know what's new about them.

Look at these precious new spikes!

Is he growing aerial roots?! Also, check out the puff at the top. That's new, too!

I wonder if that teensy ball is going to be a flower...

Frizzle Sizzle is getting tall!

New growth! I'm excited. He still looks pitiful from me chopping his head off. 🙁

So in love with her flower crown. 💗

Maybe flowers starting on this guy.

This webby guy has 4 new things growing out of him. I'm curious to see how they'll turn out.

Babies in progress! ❤️

Shaun and I set up...

Shaun and I set up and sold my Polish All the Things jewelry and our potion bottles / necklaces at Annicon 2019. It went well. Our potions were a hit and I bought this adorable purse. I'm happy! 😁 We decided to join last - minute, but we'll definitely prepare more and be ready for next time.

My plants are still awake, though.

I'm exhausted and in bed. My plants are still awake, though. Their bedtime is at 10. Look at them. 😍

My little cactus is blooming again. I love her crown of flowers.

This one isn't blooming again, but those extra - long spikes are new.

My little webby guy has a couple of new things growing off of him.

This bud is a lot taller. I think my Frizzle Sizzle is going dormant. If I water her now it's not supposed to be often. I might give her a drink tomorrow. I'm going to do some reading and see if that's a good idea or not.

New growth on the plant I beheaded. I still feel bad about that, though.

Lots of babies in progress. ☺️

Well today could have gone a lot worse.

Well today could have gone a lot worse. I missed my first class of the day, but made it to the second two. After class I talked to one of my teachers and also my adviser. We're all in agreement that I should probably drop a class. Two computer science and three math classes was just insane. I don't know why I did that to myself - unless I just really wanted to get extra ahead in case I mess up. What's crazy is that my last semester already won't be jam-packed so I'm ok. I'm really ok and it's hard for me to accept that. 😕

Although I haven't dropped a class yet, just knowing that I can has relieved some stress. I will feel much better once I do. Also, today I found another pencil so that was awesome. It's blue with white polka dots and the eraser is barely used. Score! I needed a win. 🙂

I have a ton of work to catch up on tomorrow and hopefully I'll feel ok enough to make progress. I'm already in bed so I'm resting up. We'll see how it goes.

Goodnight, friends! ❤️