Thursday, August 29, 2019

I came home from school feeling rough, but...

I came home from school feeling rough, but me, Shaun, Shadow, and Kira went out to Longhorn for dinner for Shaun's birthday and I came home feeling better. I definitely needed some family time. I sat across from Shaun so I could look at his face because that soothes me. It was good hearing how school's going for Shadow, and Kira makes me laugh so hard that my tension diminishes significantly when I'm with her. ❤️

I ate a lot and I'm tired. I think I might actually rest tonight. Maybe I can sleep well enough to not wake up with a headache so I can get some of this ever-growing pile of homework done. I know I will feel a lot better if I do.

I hope you all are doing well. Goodnight, friends.

Today is not my day.

Today is not my day. I woke up with a headache. Took some meds and a shower. Washed my hair with shampoo for the first time since January. Now it's ridiculously floofy and all over my face. Got dressed, grabbed a jacket out of the dryer, put it on, and left. Kept smelling pee. Realized it was me by the time I got to school. Remembered that Faith peed on my jacket. Sadly realize that the smell is lingering despite Shaun washing it twice. Too late to do anything about it, so I thought "I'll just stay isolated. No biggie." Then we had to get in groups for something in Abstract Algebra. Pretty sure I was in a group with girls I shushed several times in math classes over the last 2 years. No one was mean to me, but I am self-conscious af. Headache returns. One more class to go. I need a nap. Help me. 😭