Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Well... I had ice cream for breakfast, spent too much money on nail polish, and had a good cry.

Well... I had ice cream for breakfast, spent too much money on nail polish, and had a good cry.

Now I'm helping Shaun with his father's estate paperwork and commencing with the move to the other house.

I am still disappointed with myself, but it's not over yet. If there's another semester in store for me, that's ok. I enjoyed this material and I'll ace the class if I take it again.

I hope you all are doing well. If not, try to make the best of it. That's all you can do. ❤️

By my estimate I made mid-50s on the final.

By my estimate I made mid-50s on the final. That is not enough to raise my grade to passing. I missed 2 problems for sure because I ran out of time. I missed one because I can't fucking factor, apparently. I don't deserve to pass.

Monday, December 7, 2020

I'm in bed for the night; it's my last sleep before I either graduate or fail a class for the first time.

I'm in bed for the night; it's my last sleep before I either graduate or fail a class for the first time.

After my exam I'll either catch up on social media or have a crippling let-down migraine.

Regardless of what tomorrow brings I'm gonna be feeling things.

Goodnight, friends. ❤️

Sunday, December 6, 2020

I'm so excited!


I studied SO MUCH today.

I studied SO MUCH today.  Maybe too much.  I got to one of my favorite kinds of problems and then really crapped all over the calculations - repeatedly.  I had to stop and take a break.  Now my anxiety is up and I'm getting a headache.

Other than that I'm feeling pretty decent about the upcoming final exam.  There were a few things that weren't making sense to me that do now.  I've done so many problems over the last few days that if these processes aren't stuck in my head, they just aren't going to be.  I have one more day to review my material and then it's GO TIME.

There is one big monster of a problem that I'm about to go over again and then I'm calling it a night.  Even though I've been sitting here on my butt studying and practicing math, I'm worn out.  Either I'm old or my brain is using up all of my energy.  😂  Goodnight, friends!  ❤

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We kept getting security notifications from the other house...

We kept getting security notifications from the other house. Shaun cast the videos from the notifications to the TV so we could both see them. Turns out that the cats we already moved have gotten into a room they shouldn't be in.

Scar is on the case. I don't know why it's so funny to me to see a cat watching cats on the security camera, but it is. 😂😂😂

Pardon the mess. Shaun's doing repairs and upgrades, so tidiness hasn't been the top priority.