This is a "volume down" situation...

This is a "volume down" situation unless you want to hear me laugh until I literally cry. 😂😂😂

I had just come in from feeding Tort Baby and I looked up to see this. Died on the spot. DECEASED.

Cubba this morning.

Cubba this morning.

So baby. 😂

That face.

Featuring Bear legs. 😂

How is this comfortable?!

I know it's controversial, but I drink milk.

I know it's controversial, but I drink milk. Whole Lactaid Milk.

I was in the mood for something sweet, but didn't want chocolate or strawberry sauce in there. Yes, I still do that sometimes. When I tell y'all I'm a big kid, I'm not playing. 😂

But today... just now... I put French Vanilla Creamer in my milk. It is DELICIOUS.

Am I a grown-up now? 😂😂😂

The yard situation is improving.

The yard situation is improving. A lot of the trenches were filled in today. Not all of them, but hopefully that'll be done tomorrow so the yard will finally not be dangerous for Bear. I'm so ready, despite how much I've enjoyed watching this dog get carried around. 😂

(I promise he is walking plenty. We let him walk as long as he's ONLY walking and not trying to jump or play. Sedatives are barely working anymore and he's got ENERGY.)

Cub, of course, enjoys himself no matter what. 😊❤️

For the last few weeks I've had a favorite strand of hair on my head.

For the last few weeks I've had a favorite strand of hair on my head.

I have a silver streak in the front just like my MaMaw did. I've been growing that since I was in my 20s. Nothing new there.

But a few weeks ago I discovered on the back right side of my head possibly my first actual "gray" hair. It is SUPER TEXTURED unlike the rest of my hair and I love running it between my fingers. I can find it without a lot of effort among the rest of my hairs due to the texture. It's also a different gray than my silver streak gray and sparkly. 😍

I'm gonna be sad when it falls out. I might have to trim it and put it somewhere safe so I can touch it when I want to.

All y'all parents are about to relate to what just happened to me...

All y'all parents are about to relate to what just happened to me... Well, at least part of it.

You know how when your kids are toddlers and they have something in their mouth they don't want and they spit it in your hand?

Bear just did that to me. 😂😂😂

I gave him and Cub some pieces of turkey for a treat, but I guess Bear's was too much and he spit half of it into my hand right after I gave it to him. I guess the difference between Bear and a toddler is that he wanted it back after he finished eating the first half. 😂

It was so pure and gross and innocent. 😂 He knew if he dropped it Cub would gobble it down, so he gave it to me for safekeeping. 😂❤️

Today has been a little weird.

Today has been a little weird. I woke up not feeling super great. A bit headache-y. Not good in the stomach.  It kind of felt like my weeks of drinking soda had caught up to me. I have Dr. Pepper in the house. I haven't bought soda for my house ever. Like not once since I left home at 19, unless it was for a party or something. But I just didn't want it today.

I laid in bed and tried really hard to go back to sleep, but I couldn't. I don't know how I did it, but I psyched myself up to get up and tackle my to-do list. It had, like, 15 things on it. And I did all except for the couple I did yesterday and the one I didn't today. I feel a lot better. So many small things had piled up and were occupying my brain space. I felt better just having the list, but lots better with most of it done.

Of course, I was pretty awful until I got to that point. 😂 I didn't want anyone talking to me or getting in my way or slowing me down while I had motivation. Shaun hung out with Bear, who is a whole handful despite the sedatives, so he did plenty today. He (Shaun) seems to also feel a bit better, too. So that's nice.

Anyway, I'm heading to bed. I'm TIRED!