Bear has been wild today. 🤪

Bear has been wild today. 🤪

We haven't opened the pool in a few days because it's cool out and I haven't felt well and Shaun's been busy with the greenhouse. Bear expressed his displeasure about this deprivation and abuse by dumping the water bowl and playing in it this morning. 😂

I told Shaun he was gonna have to open the pool for him today. Bear's been in and out. Even when he's not going in he likes to dangle his paws... As I said, he's a participater, and he sees me sitting with my feet in all the time, so he does it, too. That's how he winds down after a hard day of being a menace. 😂❤️

He's so funny. He's a creature of habit and apparently, he's bougie, too. 😂 He needs his pool time or he throws a fit. 😂😂😂

It's nice he got some energy out and settled down. ❤️

Shaun and Bear are working on my greenhouse....

Shaun and Bear are working on my greenhouse. Bear gets a little distracted, but gets his head back in the game sometimes. 😜 He's such a participater, for better or worse. 😂

I love how Cub just stays out of the way and supervises. 😂😂😂

I would really like to know why Bear "got" the glass door. He's so random. 😂

Oh my gosh, y'all.

Oh my gosh, y'all. Look at this fish on my TV. How did his teeth get so fuckin' white!?

I'm dead. Ain't no Crest WhiteStrips in the water. That's amazing.

This is my favorite picture right now.

I just looked over at my phone and this was the screen. 😂

I just looked over at my phone and this was the screen. 😂

Google, are you UPSET?! 😂😂😂 Nobody was talking to you!

CT scan next Wednesday.

CT scan next Wednesday. I've never had one before, so that's kind of exciting.

I feel mostly normal today. I'm at work. I didn't walk on the treadmill this morning, but I've been getting my hourly steps in gradually, so that's something. I got some good sleep last night, too.

So far, so good.

I took off work today...

I took off work today because I was still feeling fatigued. I mostly just rested, and I think I needed it. I'm tired now, but I'm supposed to be because it's bedtime.

My primary doctor told me to go to the ER if that pain happens again, and I told him that I would. He has ordered a CT scan, but said it may take some time to be set up. That's fine. I feel better with having a plan in place.

I'm going to work tomorrow. My only question at the moment is whether I will get my morning walk in. I didn't today. I'm just gonna play it by ear and see how I feel.

Goodnight, friends. ❤️

I think I'm taking off work tomorrow.

I think I'm taking off work tomorrow. I napped, but haven't been able to shake this fatigue.

Possible TMI:

My pelvic muscles cramp when I pee. I'm still tender and sore from the cramping yesterday. It hurts to sit certain ways. I'm bloated. And it feels like I have some heaviness in my abdomen.

I've emailed my doctor to see about a referral for some diagnostics. This is definitely not normal for me. I am concerned it's not ok.

I don't know how accurate it is, but WebMDs symptom checker says diverticulitis or colon cancer are strong possibilities. I don't think I want to have either of those, so hopefully my doctor will help me figure it out.

Goodnight, y'all. ❤️