Happy Bear. 😊❤️

Happy Bear. 😊❤️

I crashed hard after I took my meds.

I crashed hard after I took my meds. Scar was eating and not with me.

I woke up at 3 and he wasn't on my pillow. Usually, he wants under my cheek or just flops down on my nose. If I move, he moves (just like that). Sorry, couldn't resist - but yeah. If I move, he re-snuggles me almost immediately every time. He sometimes runs me off the pillow until I'm sideways in bed. 

But last night, he was near my chest, not touching me at all. 😭😭😭

When I woke up and noticed, I petted him. He reached a paw out and touched my chest. He's back to halfway on my pillow now, but still keeping some space. He's touching my arm, but not snuggling.

I may have bitten him harder than I thought. In my dream I was biting in self-defense, so I wasn't fucking around. He didn't cry out or run away, but he was asleep and probably as stunned as I was. He's definitely behaving different towards me, though, and I'm sad. I know it sounds funny, (and maybe it is) but in reality I was messed up about it all day yesterday.

I've felt rough all day.

I've felt rough all day. I've been taking Ibuprofen to keep my headache at bay, but it's not enough. I just took my migraine meds and I'm heading to bed. Hopefully, I will sleep so hard I don't even dream.

Look at this precious Toebean. ❤️

Look at this precious Toebean. ❤️

Around 6 this morning, I was having a nightmare.

Around 6 this morning, I was having a nightmare.

I know this because I woke up... with a mouth full of fur. 😬

I was fighting someone in my dream and in real life bit Scar on the back.

I must not have hurt him (thank goodness) because he didn't move. He slept on my pillow the rest of the morning.

I know that I've yelled in my sleep. I probably do the regular flailing, but have no confirmation of that. But waking up nomming on the back of my cat is a new one for me. 😬😅

Sometimes Shaun gotta do what he gotta do...

Sometimes Shaun gotta do what he gotta do to entertain/exercise this dog. 😂

I think Bear has 3 modes:

1. Asleep
2. Mild, as seen here; he's just doing rounds around the house/yard and/or through the bushes, or playing with/following Shaun. He's not too high-energy. He's fetching a rolled or slowly-thrown ball or playing with toys or chewing something.
3. WILD, which is absolute BEAST MODE; "don't-know-what-he's-about-to-do, fuck-the-ice-dispenser, I'm crazy/I have the zoomies" mode.

We get a mix of all 3 throughout the day.

It's funny to me how much he will follow us, though. He ain't about to miss ANYTHING. 😂😂😂

Bear was standing on the little table...

Bear was standing on the little table where the dogs look out the window. We have no idea what possessed him to do this, but, still standing on the table, he faced the wall and jumped straight up. He got some pretty good height. He reached about to the blue line.

He is so strange. We just have no idea what gets into him sometimes. 😂