Today started out ok, but things got shittier as the day progressed.
On the drive home from work I got enough sun to make me sick. Woo. I currently feel like a pile of turds. I am nauseated and I'm sure the only reason I don't have a migraine yet is because of the ass-ton of Tylenol I took in an effort to head it off.
Then once I was home I found that my stupid natural inclination be helpful might have backfired on me in a big way (to the tune of almost $200). The resolution of this situation remains to be seen, so hopefully it will be amicable. If not, screw humans forevermore. Hopefully, I can get more information tomorrow.
And finally, I didn't do as well as I wanted to on either of my Calculus tests. On the re-take of the first one I actually scored a point LOWER than on the first round. Thankfully, the first test score stands so it didn't hurt me, but damn. I don't feel happy about that.
On the big new test... damn. I made an 87, but I am SO DISAPPOINTED with that. First of all I missed the first question, which was worth 8 points. On the sheet with the stuff I had to memorize it was formatted in a way that I didn't see all of the stuff I needed to memorize. There was a bit of smaller text at the top, which I thought were directions. So... when that question popped up on the test I had ZERO CLUE. 😳
Then, I also didn't finish a problem. I was so mentally exhausted from tutoring on Monday I didn't even realize that I didn't finish it. I basically didn't even work it! So. That happened. Thankfully, I still have an A average in the class (just barely; it's a freaking 91), but I'm allowed to re-take that test with the final, so I probably will. Hopefully, I don't mess up any more major than that.
Looks like it might be time to cut back on work so I can focus on school more. I'm too frazzled and I'm always rushing around. I feel like I'm pushing myself too hard right now. I want to study a lot more than I have actual time to do. I feel like I'm spending too many of my good, awake, "able to do things" hours at work and not directing that time and energy where it needs to go. 😕
Anyway. That will be fun to figure out. But for now I'm gonna try to get my mind off the stress and just rest for this evening. I'm too exhausted to attempt studying, cleaning, or really anything else.
Goodnight, friends. I hope your day went better! ❤