I've had a pretty good weekend.

I've had a pretty good weekend.  Did some housework, some studying.  Saw my parents, and ate their food.  It was nice.  🙂

Last night, though, my brain went weird.  🙁

Before I went to bed I started freaking out about how school was going to get harder.  I Googled (which, I know - it's always a bad idea if you're upset about something to Google it, but I did) about how hard it is to get a Computer Science degree.  And how hard Calculus is.  And then I was just there, in my bed, wondering if I was being stupid for thinking I can do it.  I'm still a bit shaken, but my thought process has kind of returned to where I was when I decided to go to school:  "Let's just do this and see how it goes."  LOL  I think I might be putting unnecessary pressure on myself because I have set a goal.  And to me, "goal" is just another word for "Some shit I'm gonna actually do."  But I really want to be ready to transfer to JSU by Fall Semester of 2017.  After looking at my Degree Works page with the help of the awesome Emily it doesn't seem un-attainable, but I'll have to keep busting my ass to do it.

So, after all that loveliness I dreamed that Bruce tried to eat Teyla - face first.  I stopped him, but I was rough with him and she was injured.  I hate that I only seem to remember dreams if they are bad.  😕  For the record this would be nearly impossible to have happen because I doubt that they even know of each others existence because they don't live in the same room, so it's not that I'm worried, but it made me super sad.  I really hate thinking about loved ones being hurt or eaten.  🙁

Anyway.  I'm about to eat something and get ready for bed.  Y'all wish me pleasant dreams.  Or no dreams.  I'll take either.  LOL  ❤