I am 100% just over human beings right now.

I am 100% just over human beings right now.  I am disappointed in so many people.  I've dealt with a couple of hurtful Facebook comments in the past two days.  Shaun went back to work last week and I miss him.  The pandemic is finally closing in around us in my area and that is... well, that's a WHOLE thing.  I'm so excited for my last semester of college; I've been waiting for this for so long.  But I don't want to be forced to go into a classroom.  It does not feel safe or smart.  I don't know.

I know that every day isn't going to be sunshine and rainbows, but today has just felt plain bad.  I didn't sleep enough, my chest feels tight, and all else I feel is an impending sense of doom.  I might shower and brush my teeth and call it a night.  I'm not good for anything else right now.  Except holding cats.  I am pretty good at that, but it's pretty pathetic that I don't even have the energy to sit here and be a lap.  Ah, well, tomorrow is a new day.