I had errands yesterday so took a pre-planned hiatus from schoolwork because it just wasn't in the cards. Today I also got nothing done, but I should have. I feel like my mental health is slipping. I'm napping when I shouldn't and I'm still tired. That is a red flag for me.
Shaun's been spending a lot of time working at the other house. I've basically just asked him to babysit me for a few days. The anxiety of school plus how weird it feels with him being gone so much is not working out too great for me at the moment. I am generally pretty independent, but right now I feel super vulnerable and tense and the tension is sapping my energy and I'm trying not to spiral. I need help and he will help me, but damn if it wasn't very un-sexy to me to have to ask that of him.
And on that note - despite my 3-hour afternoon nap - I am heading to bed. I hope you all are doing well. If not, reach out to someone. Hang in there. Goodnight. ❤
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