I've been having stress dreams for the last few days.

I've been having stress dreams for the last few days. I feel my shoulders creeping up to my ears nearly constantly. Of course that triggers headaches which make it more difficult to get things done. I cannot wait to be done with school. I've never had anxiety about anything like I have about college. I know that getting certifications and jobs and all of that will bring a whole different set of worries, but graduating college feels like the biggest hurdle to really changing our lives.

I keep telling myself:  Worst case is that I fail this semester and finish next semester. That's not the end of the world. We're ok and that's ok. It's just hard to accept that when I'm so ready to be done. Also, the sooner I get a job the sooner we can get health insurance and that is a thing we really, really need. ASAP.

Anyway. I'm off to take the kiddo to an appointment and then I'm settling in with cats and math for the rest of the day. Wish me headachelessness. 😂😭❤️