I think I'm having a panic attack.

I think I'm having a panic attack.  Holy shit.  I just had to come home.  And Teal'c is worse.  Not basking.  Throwing up.

I'm kind of losing my shit here.  🙁

Blegh.

Blegh.  Eating chili from Krystal's last night might have been a bad idea.  I do NOT feel so great.  😳

Yeah, I know my shirt is dirty and my psoriasis is showing, but...

Yeah, I know my shirt is dirty and my psoriasis is showing, but I don't care. This is the last photo I have of all 3 of us together. It was taken Thursday, before Teal'c's health starting going downhill. ❤❤❤

Reading my Googles...

Reading my Googles with two shoulders full of lizard.  I think Teal'c likes my hair, while Teyla seems annoyed by it...  🙂

Nervous about Saturday... the thing I'm most afraid of hearing is that they could have helped my boy had I brought him in sooner.  🙁

Ermahgerd.

Ermahgerd.  Lowrider is humping a blanket, and Casper is humping Lowrider.  That's a bizarre sight.  LOL

My first holographic polish...

My first holographic polish given to me by the lovely Robin.  😃

I'm SUPER STOKED to have this one.  I don't have any like it and unless I order some really expensive stuff from online I have to wait until China Glaze releases their Hologlam collection sometime next year.  That wait is gonna kill me, for realz.  😳

Anyway, this one is too pretty - all of the awesome can't even be captured in a photo.  It's all rainbow-y and glittery and shiny and beautiful.  It's my precious!  LOL

Teyla is pooping all wonky and barfing and not eating.

Teyla is pooping all wonky and barfing and not eating.  Fuck this.  They are both going to the vet on Saturday.  I've got the appointment made and mom is driving me.  I do not have the money for this, but I'm getting worn down from all that I'm doing for Teal'c.  I would at least feel encouraged if he was improving, but he's only holding steady.  Home boy is surviving, but not thriving.  🙁  Now with Teyla getting sick, too, that is too much.  I will be less stressed over money than I am about having sick babies.  I can always pay my bills late, but if I let them get too sick and they die, well... there's just no way to fix that, now is there?  😐