Heading out to take my last final - for History. I feel like an absolute pile of turds. My nerves are shot. Wish me luck.
Tuesday, May 3, 2016
Monday, May 2, 2016
I made my first B since starting back to college...
I made my first B since starting back to college Spring of last year. It was in Biology. I'm not as upset as I thought I'd be. Honestly, I just feel relief. Relief that this semester is almost over! From hard classes to real life going wrong - I'm just ready to put this all behind me and relax for a bit before starting back fresh in the summer.
Trig final tonight. I'm off to study! Wish me luck!
Sunday, May 1, 2016
Exam in the morning so I need to be resting.
Exam in the morning so I need to be resting. However, I have a very untimely case of the hiccups and of course - my nerves are being nervous. Woo!
Feeling pretty ok about Biology in the morning...
Feeling pretty ok about Biology in the morning. Drunk Kangaroos Punch Children On Family Game Shows! 😉
Look at little Anansi!
Look at little Anansi! She's made a web! It's actually pretty big - she even webbed inside her skull!
Saturday, April 30, 2016
I think stress is making me feel like a pile of turds today. 🙁
I think stress is making me feel like a pile of turds today. 🙁
I've mostly been feeling pretty good lately - well enough to be doing squats and push-ups for the last few weeks, even. I think Methotrexate is finally totally gone from my system because I haven't had this much energy since PsA kicked me down at the end of 2014. I can't tell you why I feel mostly fine because anytime I was un-medicated last year was hell. But I'm thankful for it and making the most of it as often as I can.
Today, though, I woke up with a terrible headache and haven't fully been able to shake it. I am pretty sure it's from nerves about finals on Monday and Tuesday. I've been compiling notes and going over everything and I mostly feel ok about stuff. But I dreamed about tests and failing and all that so I know what's lurking in the back of my mind. Yay, self-doubt. 😕
Anyway. Logically, I decided that even if I make some B's this semester it won't be the end of the world. It will hurt my pride because I wanted all A's and I could have done better if I hadn't had a month of hell on earth happen, but real life did happen and so I did the best I could. My GPA won't be hurt badly enough for me to make a big deal about it, BUT DANG. It will be hard to let go of a year-long streak of A's. 🙁
Oh well. One way or the other, I'm excited for the end of this semester. I'm gonna do my best on Monday and Tuesday and then I'm going to RELAX SO HARD I don't even know what. Maybe I'll cut loose and have a Dr. Pepper! 😂😂😂
❤, friends. I hope y'all are getting to relax and have fun. 🙂 I'll be doing the same next weekend!
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