So I have been crap all week. 😢

So I have been crap all week. 😢 I'm STILL not done with my paper; Shaun is bribing me to finish it with dinner tonight at my favorite restaurant. We'll see if that works.

I went to school on Monday, but no other day this week. This is the week after Spring Break so that feels freaking ridiculous. I just feel kind of lifeless and unmotivated. I don't know if it's time to change antidepressants, or if it's because I go so hard for so long and crash, then rest. I could just be resting. I would like to think that I am resting, but the tightness in my chest says otherwise.

If I'm not doing better by Monday I guess I'll head to the doctor and see if she can help me get sorted out. I have worked too hard this semester to let myself blow it right at the end. 🙁 I guess I'm off to... I don't know.... sit in silence until I fall asleep on my dogs OR work on this paper. Who knows? In any case I hope you all are doing well. ❤

I'm struggling today.

I'm struggling today.  I didn't make it to school.  I have a report that should have been done before Monday that is still not complete.  I haven't fed my animals yet - Nom is letting his displeasure with that be known.  Something weird is going on with one of my boobs (I don't want to talk about it.)  There are only 3 weeks left in this semester.  You'd think I'd be excited and energized and ready to finish it out, but I'm not.  I'm going to feed my animals now and keep pecking away at the report; hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.  ❤

Flowers! 🌸🌼💮🌺

Flowers! 🌸🌼💮🌺

This Ghost Echeveria is giving me life. She's so beautiful. I can't wait to see her bloom!

This is a baby from a long, slender leaf. I'm thinking I might have a crested something or other on my hands. It just doesn't have any roots showing yet. I'm concerned it won't live. 😢 Has anyone ever tried rooting hormone on succulents?

So the little puffy ball on my dude's head looks like it's trying to be a whole 'nother cactus. That's cool, I guess. But original dude doesn't look too good.

I love how clear these are. ❤

I bought her from Wal-Mart not long ago. She was flopped over and sad. Now she's standing upright and showing me her flowers. 😍

I wonder what the little poofy ball is going to be...  Also, I love his purple blush.

Weird little cactus being pretty.

Calico Kittens are making flowers. 😍

It's been a while since I posted my plants.

It's been a while since I posted my plants. Here are a few photos that I like. 😁

I'm in love with this space. 😍

Check out my Ghost Echeveria getting ready to bloom.

Calico Kittens, courtesy of Michelle. They are beautiful. A little thirsty, but growing roots is hard work!

This teensy flower is giving me life. 💮

She looks a little thirsty, too. And she's making a flower, as well! Time to water some babies! ❤️

I've spent most of spring break...

I've spent most of spring break working around the house and doing school work. But yesterday I got to visit someone I hadn't seen in 25+  years - my childhood babysitter now friend, Sabrina! I had a blast. We traded plants, did some crafts, did nails, and basically talked ALL DAY because we had A LOT to catch up on. I ended up staying until it was so late I was too tired to drive home! So I stayed over and it was a slumber party. 😃 I had a great time with Peaches and her puppies. Her baby Sambosey is my new buddy. And she made me this awesome diamond painting, too! ❤️ We'll definitely have to get together again soon. 😃

To Blu with ❤

From:  Dawn
To Blu with ❤

I would like to wish a very Happy 19th Birthday...

I would like to wish a very Happy 19th Birthday to my most favorite girl, Kira. Shaun and I love you so much. We know that life is hard sometimes, but we always have your back. Our lives are better with your goofy, sweet, adorable self in them.

I love you so much.

I love how you make me laugh until I pee.

I love how kind you are. You have the sweetest heart.

I love your drawings and your dances.

I love that you are so cuddly. 

I love seeing your relationship with Leon. He's a purr-fect gramson and you take such good care of him.

I love your face. It makes me so happy. I'm sorry I'm always looking at you, but that's why.

Happy Birthday, baby - kid. I hope you have a day that is as amazing as you are. 💜💙💜💙💜💙💜