My anxiety has been pretty bad the last few days.

My anxiety has been pretty bad the last few days. I'm guessing that losing Faith sent me spiraling - especially since we were never able to figure out what happened. After a brief reprieve I'm having nightmares again. I've woken up tense the last few days and yesterday was so bad that I very nearly got a migraine.

I don't feel great today, but I think I'm going to go and do things. Like, just work on my to-do list until I'm physically exhausted. That will give me a small sense of accomplishment and help burn some of this negative energy. It'll also keep my mind occupied. 

I hope you all are doing well. ❤️

Look at my precious baby sleeping.

Look at my precious baby sleeping. I love him so much.

After he woke up he was outside doing business when the mail lady delivered his food. He was so excited to meet a new person. She said she had an elderly dog, too. He looked like he would have gone with her. 😂 This one still likes to go places despite seeming to not be able to see or hear very well. He's just living his life. Naps and adventures. Sounds good to me. 💗

It's been cold and wet today.

It's been cold and wet today. That sucked, but I was snuggled and cuddled by everyone. We had a big old nap party on the couch. ❤️

We woke up early...

We woke up early so it's time for a nap, obviously. 😂 Why is this old snoring baby in a blanket giving me so much life? He's so precious I could die. 😭😭😭

Confession: We got takeout today.

Confession:  We got takeout today.

We haven't eaten out in ages; various things I've read have said that it's pretty safe, but we weren't risking it.  Despite going to bed by midnight last night I slept until 2 pm today and honestly wouldn't have gotten up then if Booka hadn't needed to go out.  I think my emotions are tiring me out.

Shaun and I cuddled and watched our shows.  I felt really down and we were getting hungry, but nothing sounded good.  Next thing I know Shaun is looking up Baja's number to order curbside.  That made me pretty happy.  When we got there to pick it up and I unexpectedly saw Danny's face (our favorite guy at Baja), I could have cried.  I have missed him so much and it was so good to just... gaze upon him.  I don't even care how ridiculous that sounds; it's the truth.  He talked to us briefly and said that he and his family were doing well so that is nice to hear.  I'm glad that they are keeping safe.

I haven't been this full in a long time.  We ate around 5:30 and I'm still stuffed.  No to brag, but I have lost 10 lbs since quarantine started without even trying.  Probably 10 lbs of Baja!  😂😂😂  I really do miss that place, but I hope everyone stays safe first and foremost.  I don't know what we'd do if anything happened to the restaurant or its staff.

Shaun was playing a game earlier and wouldn't let Adrian (1/10 of our cats) sit with him.

Shaun was playing a game earlier and wouldn't let Adrian (1/10 of our cats) sit with him.  She looked SUPER UPSET.  Now he's walking around the house looking for her to make it up to her.  He can't find her and it's bothering him.  They are now even.  😂😂😂

The worst cat.

The worst cat.