I woke up today feeling overwhelmed and stayed in bed FAR too late. I had errands to run and a doctor's appointment today and just wasn't feeling any of it. It's kind of my own fault because all I want to do is work on my database right now and it's hard to get up the motivation to do anything else. But this post isn't about that.
Once I was finally up I told Shaun how I was feeling and he drove me around to do my errands (which was a big help). By the time I got that stuff checked off of my to-do list I was feeling a good bit better. Shaun also offered to drive me to my doctor's appointment and I took him up on that, as well. It's amazing how gestures of support like that can change my day. I'm always so grateful for him.
During my doctor appointment, though, was when my day absolutely went from "This is ok." to "Holy shit, I'm happy and excited!" I was due for a coochie-probing and while that is usually not very fun today it was AWESOME.
For one: I have a new doctor and he's a little bit goofy - which I LOVE. He always jokes around with me and has a good sense of humor. So does the nurse who's usually with him. So I felt comfortable enough today to ask him to take a picture of my cervix. Y'all, he did it! I have a picture of my cervix and now I've seen it. That made my WHOLE day! Or should I say my HOLE day? 😂😂😂
He asked if I had kids and I told him I birthed a son almost 22 years ago. He asked me if it was via c-section and I said no. He showed me on my photo that my cervix looked like it had never given birth which is pretty neat. I told him I was young and probably bounced back but he said they don't usually do that. He also said that my vaginal tissue was beautiful, pink, and healthy. So I ain't gonna lie - I honestly just fucking loved that. My downstairs business is in good shape!
I know this post is gonna weird some of y'all out and I'm sorry about it, but I've been having the goods examined for more than half of my life now and several doctors have seen a part of me that I haven't and I just didn't think that was fair. I like to see things and know things about my body. Hell, if I could have surgeries while awake and watching I probably would. I'm pretty sure that my curiosity knows no bounds and I am NOT sorry about that.
Anyway, I came out of the appointment almost skipping. Shaun was waiting for me in the car and he could tell the minute I came out of there how excited I was. I've been happy-dancing for the last few hours. I saw my cervix, y'all! 😁😁😁
